I wish...
9:25 PM
As i read Fate's post about the rough time shes having in MD.
Made me realize how much i want to be there,
to share those painful moments, to be shun out by strangers for being new.
to feel the same experiance with you guys.
Its true, how much i miss my 5e family. Truth, i see them like my own siblings, my sisters.. my own family. How we all share the
almost same personalities, same choice in food...-
coughsushicough- oh and how we all get hyper everytime we attend Combine Science extra classes; Thus i wonder how in the world he could tolerate the
funny questions mama Qils asked [[ no offenses Qils ]]
The jokes, the...err groping >.> and Fates cookies.
Even Mal and me miss your cookies Fate -sighs- Though im happy that i have Mal in the same class as me but somehow it isnt complete...
I have seen you guys for 2 years of my life, Everyday , Every second and every class. We get to know each other so close that we know each other secrets and allergy.
hahahhaha sweet memories.
in the class im in...not to offend people but..the only person i enjoy talking in english with would be Mal. -sighs-
i miss E.lit, is something that i keep saying everytime i see Miss Seri Ainey or go out from the class when its Combine science class or English class. Geog and Commerce doesnt count all we do is read and they wont allow us to speak what so ever..
I miss Teacher Zaiton -sighs- A new sir came in the class ,
our new geography sir. Every time he opens his mouth to speak, i start distesting geography, mind you i love Geography ok. But this new Sir... totally ruins it.
Did i mention he repeats what ever he said? its annoying. He even thought i got my English O'level as something like a lucky bet against everything like i won a lottery or got a car by mistake.
It offended me...-sighs- What even offended me is the fact...-sighs- people fear me somehow...They acted as if i would eat them up or better as if i was going to snap off their neck in the next 5 minutes -,- . Well not for Mal, ( duh shes used of me meh ) Nisah (Ex 5G student, one of my friends), Fit ( my old class mate when i was form 3) , Muminah (Also my old classmate when i was form 3) , Dizah (Shes my cousin, my sister in crime hahaha), Rina( one of the new students i enjoy talking to) And Winnie ( Shes cool with everything, hahaha)
The reason for them to fear me is...my english?
I'll miss my baby dearly!!! love you
From him to me
3:41 AM
He calls me his Asian Goddess though i still try to find the reason
i fell in love to the song that remains him of me.
Funny thing is that, that song remains me of him.
hahah so were even lah
Heres the song
Artist: Matt Nathanson
Title: Come On Get Higher
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the rush of your skin
I miss the still of the silence
as you breathe out and I breathe in
if I could walk on water
if i could tell you what's next
make you believe
make you forget
come on get higher
loosen my lips
faith and desire
and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard
and drown me in love
come on get higher
loosen my lips
faith and desire
and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard
and drown me in love
I miss the sound of your voice
the loudest thing in my head
and I ache to remember
all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said
if I could walk on water
if I could tell you what's next
make you believe
make you forget
come on get higher
loosen my lips
faith and desire
and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard
and drown me in love
come on get higher
loosen my lips
faith and desire
and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard
and drown me in love
I feel the pull of your heart
I taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils and god when you come on
hold on...
come on get higher
loosen my lips
faith and desire
and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard
and drown me in love
come on get higher
loosen my lips
faith and desire
and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard
and drown me
drown me in love
it's all wrong
it's all wrong
it's all wrong, its so right
come on get higher
come on and get higher
because everything works love
because everything works in your heart
To my baby
2:34 AM
♥
To my Dearest,
You are my Shining armor,
That come and save me
When im lonely and pained.
♥
You possessed the heart of gold,
That only existed in some part of the male population.
Your cheerful, funny and evil -laughs-
♥
Sometimes i wonder if im worthy enough,
To have someone as sweet,true as you.
hahahaha im being cheesy meh.
Dont mind me :D
♥
Though its true that i question myself all the time.
I dont know how to express myself as you did for me.
-sighs-
♥
Some might think your not perfect.
But to me your just too perfect for someone like me.
You like me for my personality and my evil nature.
That's why i said you possessed the heart of gold
♥
Ok that was chessy...
But atleast i tried to express myself...even if its cheesy..
>//////>
Labels: Love
6:31 PM
Lyrics to Piece Of Heaven :
The minute you walked through my door
I knew this love is forever more
But then you told me all these lies
See the tears filling up my eyes
All I want, is a little piece of heaven
All I need, a little piece of heaven
Piece, of heaven
All I want, is a little piece of heaven
All I need, a little piece of heaven
Naaaa, na na na na na na, na na na
Laaaa, la la la la la, laaaa laaaa laaaa
Piece, of heaven
You taught me right from wrong
And told me always to be strong
But now i'm better off alone
Searching for a better home
All i want, is a little piece of heaven
All i need, a little piece of heaven
Naaaa, na na na na na na, na na na
Laaaa, la la la la la, laaaa laaaa laaaa
Piece, of heaven
Piece, of heaven
Piece, of heaven (heaven heaven heaven)
Labels: Lyrics
o,o
6:28 PM
Artist: Dj Satomi
Title: Castle In The Sky
There’s a place in my mind
No one knows where it hides
And my fantasy is flying
It’s a castle in the sky
It’s a world of our past
Where the legend still lasts
And the king wears the crown
But the magic spell is law
Take your sword and your shield
There’s a battle on the field
You’re a knight and you’re right
So with dragons now you’ll fight
And my fancy is flying
It’s a castle in the sky
Or there’s nothing out there
These are castles in the air
Fairytales live in me
Fables coming from my memory
Fantasy is not a crime
Find your castle in the sky
You’ve got the key
Of the kingdom of the clouds
Open the door
Leaving back your doubts
You’ve got the power
To live another childhood
So ride the wind
That leads you to the moon 'cause..."
Labels: Lyrics
Home
5:39 PM
Yay kaka nadia kan balikk from Singapore :3
Bukan kan balik more like few more hours lagi kan balik from Singapore
ok this random meh XD But now i want to go and play online game.
IN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sakit pahut kuuu ya rabii, ya rasulllll, ya muhammaddddddd
Sah sah iced nescafe punya pasal ne. sah sah. but kan nyaman bah nescafe but maybe inda dapat minum sajuk XD
Adeh dehhh cakap melayu brunei beskita ani. apakan? aku pun bangang ne XD
MMO games
5:15 PM
MMO RPG games
Im currently playing mmo games
o,- odd i know well i do enjoy playing Rpg games in the Ps2 but anyways wasnt a fan to play it using this laptop. Im scared of being addicted to it.
Im currently playing that game.
The term soulmate is still foggy for me and BunBun. But~ we reached to level 3 or was it 4?
hahah im so forgetful meh. Still wondering how i still remember to tie my shoe laces.
Now in level 8 going to level 9....
BUNBUN YOU KNOW ITS NOT FAIR! THAT YOU REACHED LEVEL10 BEFORE MEEEEEEE =3=
but have life been fair? i dont think so. Ok moving on
Last night, i was busy killing crabs before i got disconnected.
Emotionally broken and pained i stopped playing hoping i could play it later at that night
But~
I was caught up talking to one of my friends, AujiAyunni around...8:30pm till it was 11 or so. Then Zul came on. We joked around as always about this online game; is gaia even worth to be call a game?; named gaia online.
Something about noob clothing can make you glamorous oh and something about bulldozer, giant four wheeled car and time bombs.
lol random huh?
We're known for that really.
Labels: Games
Random
1:09 PM
Dear Nicu:I don't really know how to tell you this, but our horoscope doesn't match I think I realized it when i tripped over sesame seeds under the bus and I saw you Drive out. I'm sure you're my father enough to understand Ashamed. I'm returning That we're cousins to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mock A new life as a clone. Go burn,
-Kiko-
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics1
2. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky familyLabels: Random
-sighs-
11:18 AM
Its 2.15am in the freakin morning....
Good Morning World
Suppose to be sleeping but i couldnt so yeah.
Thanks to Sarah and Luke to keep entertain somehow..
Even if he asked me whether i had Sleeping disorder.
I dont.
....Maybe i do... well what the fuck eh?
Moving on~
I cant sleep. =,= i dont know why though
Was busy reading some blogs...oh and stalking people then tagging them.
Sneaky eh?
Moving on~
Here i am...the fact i forgot im writing a post makes me laugh. Seriously. Matt Came on
Yay!
But....
im getting tired and just noticed that today is Friday. -Arghhhhh sighs-
So tired but i dont want to sleep. its...3:39am
What took me too long to post? ahahaha
Reason:
Fuck off none of your business
..........
..........
..........
Joking joking.
I forgot i even posted.
With love
Labels: Late night
Im back!
12:15 AM
lol after being gone for close to 5 months, kiko is back and frustrated really XD
Labels: months
